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When knowing Me becomes your priority, your life will change.  For until you do that, consistently, you are not living the best life available to you.  “Seek first the kingdom of heaven…” (Matthew 6:33) that is Me.  Some will tell you that is easier than it sounds.  That is not true.  It is a choice.  A decision you can make every day.  It should be your priority.  There will be no regrets.   “Seek first the kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well.”  What are “these things”?  They are the things I have ready and waiting for you.   

At first you must know that I am who I am.  You must trust in that and believe with every fiber of your being.  Then and only then will you truly trust in Me.  For if you do not believe, you cannot trust.  You cannot trust in what you do not believe.  Believing does not come from seeing, although if your eyes are open, you cannot miss My presence on earth. Believing comes from inside, deep within.  If you cannot feel it or do not believe yet, ask for Me to help.  If you are open to Me, you will believe.  You will see what I need you to see.  You will see in the middle of the storm.  You will be calm, believing and trusting in Me, that all will be well.  And this means “well” in My eyes, not yours.  As you know, sending your child to “time out” is “well” with you, but not always with the child.  In that, you know, as the parent that the child is fine – safe and hopefully learning something about bettering his behavior.  This is the same with Me as your father.  Knowing what I know and knowing what is best of you, despite your lack of agreement or patience or happiness.   

You were not put on the earth to be happy.  You were put there to worship Me and serve others, in that you will find your happiness.  Happiness is not a priority; it is a gift you can give yourself by walking in the life I have for you.  Abide in Me and all will be as it should be. 

These words come from Me, through Pamela, as a gift for you.  These words are to teach and mold and fulfill you, while ever encouraging you to abide in Me.  Follow Me.  Worship Me.  Love Me on a daily basis.  The world is in your ear, attacking your mind, body, and soul on a daily basis, relentlessly.  In order to fight that off and truly abide in Me, you must meet with Me on a daily basis.  You cannot fight off all that is going on around you without Me in the mix.  You cannot win without Me.  You also need those around you, who I have placed in your life for a reason.  Lead them to Me and they will assist in the battle.  Trust me, there is a battle going on for your very soul.  Each and every one of you represents a victory for satan over Me.  Each day that you do not spend time with Me is a small victory for him and, as you know, small victories add up to large victories.  Decide now who you want to win.  Decide every morning, who’s going to win today…  me and God or satan? 

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As long as I am, which I always will be, you will be My greatest desire.  I want nothing more than to have a relationship with each one of My children.  This is why you were created.  To be with Me, walk with Me, trust in Me, learn from Me, and cherish Me the way I have cherished you.  My greatest desire is to have a family.  To be able to share all that I have to offer with each one of you.   

When listening, praying, talking with Me, be sure to focus on being quiet.   Remove yourself from distractions and toddlers.  Be aware that at times I will speak to you audibly and at other times I will use chosen ones to communicate for me.  Be open to all methods of communication.  I will speak in ways that open your mind to new options and experiences.  I will speak to you through others who I want you to know.  And sometimes through strangers.  Do not underestimate My abilities.  Do not think that I do not know what you need to hear and when you need to hear it.  I know ALL.   

Our relationship comes from you reaching out to Me.  I am always here, beside you, waiting, wanting, ready.  I have always been. You must be the one to engage and invest time with Me intentionally, as an act of your free will.  In that, your actions, your desire for Me, will you earn and acquire all the blessing I have in store for you.  In that, you will live the best life possible.  In that, you will affect your friends and loved ones in the best way possible.  In a way that you can only do with Me.   

Know that I am ready, willing and able.  Trust in Me in ALL things.  Trust in Me that the tough times are meant to make you stronger.  Trust in Me that when things seem hopeless, there is hope.  Have faith in Me that you will grow into more of whom I need you to be for My plan to succeed.  Trust and have faith that in Me that all things are possible.  All things that are relevant and important to My plan.  And trust that My plan, above all others, is perfect for you.  This level of trust and faith will bring you peace.  It will remove worry and fear from your life.  This much I promise. 

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Some say when fighting for your sanity, try to be brave and mindful of those around you and who may be affecting how you feel and move forward.  These things are true and necessary, but without Me your efforts will be in vain.  I did not design you to live your life on your own.  No human was designed to live without Me.  Dealing with others and work and children and general pressures from the world can be too much for anyone.  Each of you NEEDS Me to make it work, to do what is right and what is best for yourself and your loved ones.  Each of you was designed by Me to need Me to help, to guide, to encourage, to teach, to remind, to bless…. the list of what I have for you is endless.   

Walking with Me is easy…  I will take the worry out of your life.  I will take the fear out of your life.  I will guide you along the best possible path for your life.  Following Me will bless the others in your life.  You will have no cause to fear or worry about any situation – good or bad.  While you may have moments, you will quickly remember to seek Me and calm those fears and worries and trust that I know what’s next.  Trust that I know what you can handle; what you need and what is best for you.  I am the most loving being there ever was and ever will be and the creator of all things and I want nothing more than to walk with you through your life.  What could be better? 

This is My word, as in the bible, I command you to listen when I speak and act upon My direction.  In this your life will improve tenfold.  When aiming for the stars, aim higher.  Aim for a life with Me.  A life far better than the one you could imagine.  Bring along your wife / husband and children.  Tell your siblings and your parents.  Pray that they hear My voice as you have done.  Pray for your friends and coworkers.  Pray that you will live a life worthy of watching and directing people to me.  In following Me, such a life exists for you.  Can exist for all humans as was My intent.   

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When time is limited, one must focus more seriously on needs and expectations.  One must realize that when time is lessened, priorities stand out and become more critical.  When focusing on priorities, be sure to be clear on those that are from the Lord.  Those are the priorities that matter most, the ones that will have the greatest impact on those around you.  Quiet prayer time will help you define your priorities and hear from Me as to what yours actually are.  While trying to bail water from a sinking boat might seem like a priority, if that boat has more than one gaping hole, bailing water is futile and saving lives becomes the priority.  

An overabundance of knowledge can seem like a gift, but when used improperly this will be a burden to those around you.  All gifts – special skills you seem to possess – are from Me, your Father, for a purpose.  Skills you are meant to use on earth for My glory, to bless the lives around you and your own.  Don’t be ashamed of things you do not do well, for there are others with gifts and skills in those areas.  Find and focus on what you do well, your gifts, and let Me guide you in their proper use.  Again, all gifts are intended for a purpose.  Be willing to listen and obey and you will reap the benefits and bless those in your life as well. 

Parents, watch your children, see who they are becoming as they grow.  Allow them to experience a great many things, so that you and they can discover the gifts I have given them.  Do not try to mold them into what you think they should be.  That is My job.  SEE who they are and guide them accordingly.  Their purposes were designed by Me before you knew them.  Their mission and gifts for life were already set in place before you knew them.  Trust in Me, that My divine plan is in motion as your children enter the earth.  Lean on Me while raising them and you will not fail. 

When seeking the truth, always look to Me.  I am the truth, as I am love.  For it is within Me that you will find truth and love that surpasses all human understanding.  I will lead you down the path I have designed for you while showing you truth in all things that pass your way.   The path I have for each of you is narrow, straying is easy if your eyes and focus is no on Me.  Your life can be full of joy most of the time if you only focus on Me and do not let the ways of others cloud your vision.  I have put others in your path for multiple reasons, but with the end result always being your growth; the building of your character in order for you to become the person I designed you to be.  The person I need you to be in order to further My mission, properly effect change in others and ultimately be with Me in heaven.   

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Today you must grow and learn and be willing to improve with every turn.  A broken leg will only heal with surgery and rehabilitation.  Pain and stiffness and discomfort come with healing to form a better, stronger leg.  Trust in Me that the discomfort is a good thing.  For all who hear of Me know that I make good come from bad. 

The fall of man was bad, however, My heaven after will be better.  My heaven after will be filled with the children who chose Me.  The children who sought Me out and had a desire to live with Me for eternity.  That is so much more precious to Me than those who blindly followed because they were unaware of any options.  

I came to the earth to show you how to live, rather than to obey hundreds of menial commands, I loved you enough to die for you and wipe the slate clean for you.  All you must do now is to believe in Jesus.  Believe that we chose to sacrifice Him for you to make it so much easier.   

As you can see in your world, good morals and values are forgotten over time.  Humans get lazy and do not put the effort into keeping up with teaching their children precious lessons to ensure a promising future.  Times change, but people do not. My guiding principles have not changed.  They will never change.  My guiding principles are timeless and meaningful and were meant to be passed down throughout all generations. By all people.  

When parenting, one must follow the bible’s teachings in order to do what is best for the child.  I AM SOLELY RESPONSIBLE FOR PUTTING A CHILD ON EARTH.  EVERY CHILD.  Every child was created for a purpose and disrupting that is to go against My plan. In every life, there are lessons to be learned by those around that life.  Destroy that life and the lessons will never be learned.  The lives that were supposed to be impacted by that human are altered in a way that I did not intend.  Can I fix it?  Of course, My ultimate plan WILL transpire, but humans are making it take longer than I would have liked.  A drawback of free will. 

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Start the day with Me… you won’t regret it.  In fact, you will wish you started much sooner!  Like exercise and eating right, time with Me gets better and more beneficial the more you do it.   

I will persevere in My endeavors to be a part of your life.  I will continually attempt to incorporate My word and My plans in your life because of My deep, unending love for you and My desire for you to live the best life, the life I have planned for you.  You cannot fathom, in your human brain, how much I love you and want what is best for you.  You cannot fathom all that I have in store for you.  Seek Me and the calling I have for your life and your blessings will be boundless.  Those blessings will impact those around you, helping them to see all that life with Me can offer.  I have special, specific plans for each one of My children.  Abiding in Me is not only beneficial to you, but to those around you, to those who are exposed to your life.  The impact you can have, by abiding in Me, can reach the four corners of the globe.  Again, you cannot fathom the abilities I have.  Trust in Me and you will catch glimpses, periodically, which will encourage you to continue with Me and help you to provide guidance to others to follow My lead. 

In the stillness, you will hear ME.  In the quiet, I will be loudest.  You need only to be still and willing to hear Me.  I want to be a part of your everyday life.  I need to be… even more so, you need Me to be.  You need me to be part of your life more than you could possibly know.  Free will was given to you as My choice.  In that, when you do decide to turn to Me, it will be most precious to Me, as you will have willingly chosen to pursue Me.  That is when I know your heart is pure in that desire.   

When doubts enter your mind, be immediate in rebuking them.  Call out the holiest name of Jesus and the doubts will flee.  Call out as many times as necessary to restore you mind and your faith in Me.  I did not create you to have doubts and fears and worries.  I created you to live in Me, with Me daily.  To trust in Me for your every need and in that trust, you will find peace and happiness.  The more you trust, the less you will fear and worry.  

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I expect greatness because I know what you are capable of. As your creator, I know every hair on your head.  I know what you did last week, last year, and yesterday, as I know what the future holds for you and every decision you will make.  Trusting Me and letting Me guide your path is the best decision you can make for yourself and the best thing you can teach your family.  Because of what I know, I can lead you better than you can lead yourselves, better than you can ever imagine. 

There are many kinds of addiction, these are a stronghold of satan and are meant to distract you from Me.  Pray incessantly with every step, recruit others to pray for you, invoke the name of Jesus, invite in the Holy Spirit, abide in Me and you can overcome your addiction.  Understand that satan holds on tighter to those who have the capability of doing great things for Me.  If you are a threat to his mission, he will try harder and more often to distract you from what you are capable of.  You have the power to break away when you abide in Me and focus on Me.  Yes, it takes effort, but the life waiting for you will be worth it.  The life you give back to your family will be blessed.   

Give each day to Me, when your struggling, give each hour to Me.  Pray every 30 minutes, if necessary.  Chant the name of Jesus every moment, if necessary.  Satan will flee and you will be free.  The more you do this the longer the freedom.  Remember the tighter satan holds one the more you are going to do for Me when he lets go.  Imagine the gifts he is hiding from you.  Imagine the joy you will feel with Me when you break free. 

When you feel a weak moment, think of Me, focus on Me and not the thing you desire.  Pray and call out to Jesus until the moment passes.  Do not sit and wallow in your desire.  Do not sit and cry over what you cannot have or what you are missing.  For by choosing the addiction, what you think you want or need, you are missing out on so much more with Me!  Because I know what is ahead, and I have the best of intentions for you, you can trust Me utterly and completely.   

Pray this prayer, make it your mantra in those dark moments…  And yes, those moments may be constant some days, but if you stand firm on the name of Jesus and truly believe that I have a better life for you, ready and waiting, you cannot fail.  Say these words,  

“Dear Lord, I am struggling.  Satan knows that the gifts you have given me will help destroy him and he is pulling at me to fail.  I want the life you have for me, Lord Jesus. I want to be who you intend for me to be.  I believe you and trust you with my future.  I cry out to you, Jesus and rebuke satan and his devious plans for me.  I rebuke satan in the name of Jesus!  I claim the truth.  I claim a life with Christ.” 

This will take only minutes, say it as often as necessary, some days that will be every 15 minutes, but that is ok.  You need power, My power, to overcome satan and release his hold on you.  Be diligent and fearless.  Declare these words in a loud strong voice, without ceasing and you, we will prevail.  

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For I am the Lord your God and all life is because I declared it.  Believing in Me is your choice but choosing not to does not mean that I do not exist.  I desire love and praise and your worship.  Follow Me and the life I planned for you will come to fruition.  Not knowing what I have in store for you is part of the plan.  I desire your complete trust.  Have faith in Me that I will provide all you need and more.  For, more than anyone you will ever know, I have the best intentions for your life. 

I am involved with every decision made by every human, every day.  Sometimes I am consulted, and I lead the way, many times I am just watching, aware of the decision and planning to use bad ones for one’s benefit, regardless of the disasters caused by humans.  I am the creator of all the universe and ultimately want you to use your time on earth to come to know me, live your best life, benefitting and serving others as I need you to.   

When life is difficult, and you know you made a mistake, ask for forgiveness, and let me guide you out of the mess, while keeping your mind and heart open for the lessons I have prepared for you.  Do not hesitate to speak to me at any moment.  I am always with you, waiting to engage and guide you.  Pray each morning, dedicate your day to Me and let Me lead you through the hours ahead.  I promise you won’t regret walking with Me.  Like physical exercise, spending time with Me daily, making this a habit, will benefit you and get easier as the days progress.  You will see the benefits.  Your blessings will multiply.  You will see many things as blessings that you wouldn’t normally notice.  Some blessings are in disguise.  You will begin to see the beauty in life with Me and the way your walk blesses those around you.  

Thanking Me for your life, the good and bad, is key to trusting in Me.  Trusting that I have things under control.  Trusting that I will use the bad for good.  Trusting that you will come through the bad having learned a lesson, grown in character, become better, even if in only a small way.  Every moment is meant to be useful to me.  Walking with Me will ensure that is it used in the best way, for the best results for you. 

When all is said and done you will understand why I have asked certain things of you.  You will realize the depth and breadth of My love for you.  As a human, you cannot begin to imagine all that has come before you and all that is.  I designed you this way for a reason.  I wait for you to come to Me of your own accord.  In doing so, you will choose all that I have to give, all that I intended for you.  In doing so, you will bless those in your life immeasurably.  You cannot fathom the intricacies of how intertwined your lives are with each other.  Every encounter you have with others can be used to promote a life with Me.  A life filled with proper preparation for your eternity.  It is all within your grasp. Choose Me and teach others to do the same, that is your purpose. 

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My request is that you come to Me with any issues, concerns, worries and especially praises.  I am here to listen and guide you through every aspect of your time of the earth.  Keep in mind that your time on earth is preparation for eternity.  Your time on earth was never meant to be the “be all, end all” of your existence.  “Life”, as you know it, is just a moment, a small portion of your existence.  I know it’s hard to comprehend, but this is where your trust in Me is vital.  Because I know all that is to come and all that has been, I know what is next for your, I know what is best for you, I love you more than you can imagine, and I will guide you through the best life possible, if only you choose to listen and walk with Me. 

Fasting is meant to give you focus, to show Me that you are committed to what you’re asking for and you’re willing to sacrifice something, in order to prove your desire.  Fasting should be a regular part of your worship and prayer life.  Schedule fasting, as you would schedule a weekly appointment.  Schedule your pray and worship time the same way – regularly.  Daily, really!  As walking with Me, focusing on us requires your daily attention.  Again, this will enable you to stay on the special path I have designed for you. 

Today your focus will be silence and prayer.  Always begin by praising Me for the first and blessings in your life – small things and big things.  Know that sometimes a delay in your plans is Me stepping in to save you from a bad situation, therefore, in ALL moments praise Me.  For you do not know what lies ahead.  Trust in me that all situations are meant for your benefit, for building character, for molding you into who you were meant to be in My plan for your life and to benefit those around you.  

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You must win at things in your life in order to feel accomplished.  You must fail at things in life in order to learn.  You must encounter darkness in order to appreciate light.  Without suffering consequences of bad decisions, you would never learn the benefit of good decisions.  The life I have designed for you is full of peaks and valleys; good situations and bad ones; good people and bad people.  These things are all meant to teach you, grow you, mold you, and build character so that you become who you were designed to be for Me, in My eyes.  Human opinions shouldn’t matter, don’t matter.  They won’t matter, if you abide in Me. 

I want you to believe and know that I am with you at all times, in EVERY moment.  No human can say that to you.  No human knows your heart and understands your deepest pain.  No human is aware of what shaped you during childhood and no human can help you heal from those old hurts.  I am with you in EVERY moment.  I have been since before you were conceived and I will be until long after you leave earth.  Trust in that.  Know that I have the very best intentions for you throughout your entire journey and w/o Me that journey will not be the best possible journey.   

When I designed you and planned your life, it was for a specific purpose.  You were given gifts, by Me, to help you fulfill that purpose.  Abiding in Me, listening to Me, seeking Jesus first, every day, will allow you to live the life I planned, using the gifts you were given.  This will impact all the people you come into contact with, throughout your life.  Know that every human life is intertwined with others.  Life on earth, all life, is a perfectly choreographed series of events and situations that I designed for My glory in order that you each will have access to the eternal life promised through Jesus’ work on earth.  For satan, it is all a game.  He waits in the darkness, as he is darkness, to trip you up, steer you in the wrong direction.  He uses your weaknesses to draw you away from Me.  He lies constantly, as he is unable to be truthful.  Know that… he is UNABLE to be truthful, for I am the truth.  Abiding in Me will protect you from his lies.  Focusing on Me at the start of each day, dedicating that day to Me and our life together will help shield you from his distracting lies.